from Everyone Gets Out of This Alive
Frost on the soil Fire in the leaves
The trees explode into tongues of flame
to say farewell to summer
And out come the tourists,
and out come the wolves,
and out come the foxes
dreaming of their teeth
in the necks of the hares
O bright splashes of cold October light!
O firegold jewel in the sky! Cider in our glasses,
rabbits in our orchards Let us pray
Let us holler ‘cross the river,
hear our voices willow from the chilled mud of its banks
The vast, great white death is on its way
and you know it, and I know it
The water will be a raging drunk yelling
at an apparition The ice will come
and the lakes will freeze
and the mighty Merrimack will hold silence
Temper the river until spring thaw
and the streets will all break apart
Chasms of asphalt Chunks of rock
see fit to impede our past
In the barbershop on Central,
Roland will say
an infinitely repeating number of times
this year, my God,
it’s as cold as it’s ever been
and remind you he’s lived here damn near 40 years
Abdul will laugh and sweep up hair clippings from the floor
He’ll offer up a paper cup of weak coffee
reheated from yesterday’s brew,
and none of us will accept,
but here I am once again,
getting ahead of myself as always,
racing toward the ending
without taking the time
to properly celebrate
how we even got here
Always in a hurry
Always in a rush
So come, sit with me a while,
dear phantoms, sit with me
on the frozen concrete steps of Arms Park
We’ll gaze at all the stars
that aren’t obscured by the bridge
or made invisible by the blinking
red and green as jets make their approach
Drink bitter coffee out of paper cups,
take a walk along the water’s edge,
dead leaves cracking
like cobblestones beneath our feet.

william james (they/them) is a poet, community organizer, & teaching artist currently residing in Keene, NH. They’re the author of “rebel hearts & restless ghosts” (2016) and “If I Forget Thee Lowcountry” (2021). Their poems have appeared or are forthcoming in South Carolina Review, Sierra Nevada Review, Stirring, the Engine(Idling, Two Cardinals, Westchester Review, & elsewhere.

