Madi Giovina

o(r)bits

i) waxing

My canines fall out first, then my molars, then one front tooth and all of my bottom teeth. They
fall out because I forgot to brush them. They are on strike from my body. I hold all of my striking
teeth in my palms. For as long as I hold them, we are still one.

ii) waning

There will always be more I don’t know. Like how to tile a bathroom or lay grout. How to power
wash a sidewalk. How to jumpstart a car. Every day, a new topic to learn. And instead of
learning, I turn to poetry, try thirty new ways to talk about the moon.

iii) new

	And what am I to		the moon but			a tide to be moved?			I live on her
     lunar cycle;			  we align			& misalign				I was born on			a Thursday, 
		of all days.		The moon,	  	  she doesn't believe in		   days,			   she just orbits.

								When the moon dies,			all of the women
					will die with her,								drowned in			our own
								oceans \\		I drank			salt water on my		death bed;
		sand burrowed in		my gums;						hard rock scraped my
						   tongue;		  I knew:				   I was					   going home.

madi giovina is a writer based in Berkeley, CA. Her zine of short stories, Crying in Public, was released by Martian Press in 2021. Her poems have been featured in Ninth Letter, Pacific Review, Oakland Review, and elsewhere. She runs a small press called Perennial Press and lives with her cat, Shrimp. She’s on Instagram at @cyberinsecurity.